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My Tomorrow
Date: Oct 2nd @ 11:37pm EDT
I've been thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Used, beaten, disposed, it's tempting
I've been told it's to selfish
Gotta fight to the finish
Thank you but it's not helping
Feel uncared for
Dead and empty
Getting tired of feeling so lonely
But I am going to change my tomorrow
I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow
Got the strength, I can do it
Not just saying, I'll prove it
I'll prove it
Watching my rear-view mirror
And what it is reflecting
It's an image that's broken
It is time fore a change now
How damn hard can it be?
Feel uncared for
Dead and empty
Getting tired of feeling so lonely
But I am going to change my tomorrow
I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow
Got the strength, I can do it
Not just saying, I'll prove it
I'll prove it
hi
Date: Sep 24th @ 2:54am EDT
I like to discover something new. It helps me with developing and moving forward in life. New friends, new knowledge, new experiences. I love to experiment in everything. Whether it is cooking or sex.)
More music
Date: Sep 21st @ 7:55pm EDT
Das letzte Streichholz
Sie küsste sanft ihr liebstes Spielzeug
Bevor sie es zerbrach
Dann schlich sie sich voll dunkler Sehnsucht
Ins kalte Schlafgemach
Sie holte leis das letzte Streichholz
Aus Vaters Schrank hervor
"Warum hast du mir nie geholfen?"
Schrie sie in Mutters Ohr
"Ich hoffe, dass wir uns nie Wiedersehn!"
"Damit ihr wisst, wie es ist
In der Hölle zu sein
Damit ihr wisst, wie es ist
Nach Erlösung zu schrein
Nur deshalb komm ich zurück
Mit flammendem Blick
Ich nehme das letzte Streichholz
Und verbrenne eure schöne heile Welt"
Sie kochte sich die letzte Mahlzeit
Bevor sie sich erbrach
Dann spuckte sie voll tiefer Abscheu
Ins schwarze Schlafgemach
"Ich hoffe, dass wir uns nie wiedersehn!"
Damit ihr wisst, wie es ist...
Wisst ihr jetzt, wie die Hölle wirklich ist?
Wisst ihr jetzt, wie die Hölle wirklich ist?
Wisst ihr, dass euer Spiel zu Ende ist?
Wisst ihr, dass eure Liebe tödlich ist?
(Nie wieder! Nie wieder!)
Damit ihr wisst, wie es ist...
my rumm
Date: Sep 19th @ 7:04pm EDT
Ich reise viel, ich reise gern,
Fern und nah und nah und fern,
Ich bin zuhause überall,
Meine Sprache: International.
Ich mache es gern jedem recht,
Ja, mein Sprachschatz ist nicht schlecht,
Ein scharfes Schwert im Wortgefecht
Mit dem anderen Geschlecht.
Ich bin kein Mann für eine Nacht,
Ich bleibe höchstens ein, zwei Stunden,
Bevor die Sonne wieder lacht,
Bin ich doch schon längst verschwunden,
Und ziehe weiter meine Runden.
Andere Länder, andere Zungen,
So hab' ich mich schon früh gezwungen
Dem Missverständnis zum Verdruss,
Dass man Sprachen lernen muss.
Und wenn die Sonne untergeht,
Und man vor Ausländerinnen steht,
Ist es von Vorteil, wenn man dann
Sich verständlich machen kann.
Ich bin kein Mann für eine Nacht,
Ich bleibe höchstens ein, zwei Stunden
Bevor die Sonne wieder lacht,
Bin ich doch schon längst verschwunden,
Und ziehe weiter meine Runden.
Hahahahahaha
Du kommen mit, ich dir machen gut.
Du kommen mit, ich dir machen gut.
Du kommen mit, ich dir machen gut.
AWARDS
Date: Sep 16th @ 9:51pm EDT
Hello!
You probably already know that f4f holds Awards.
And I would be very happy if you would vote for me. It is very important for me.
So let's. Make me happier.hah
song of the evening
Date: Sep 11th @ 9:40pm EDT
The army is rising
A rebellion breaking the silence
Our kingdoms, divided
This takeovers spreading like a virus
Were coming out: guns blazing
Right now: we aint playin
Were coming out: guns blazing
(tell me-are you ready for this)
Were coming out: blo*d burning
Right now: theres no mercy
Were coming out
So tell me now
Tell me-are you ready for this
(tell me-are you ready)
(tell me-are you ready for this)
(tell me-are you ready)
Tell me-are you ready for this
Were claiming our territory
We do it for the guts, for the glory
No prisoners, no escape
Were changing all the rules to the game
Were coming out: guns blazing
Right now: we aint playin
Were coming out: guns blazing
(tell me-are you ready for this)
Were coming out: blo*d burning
Right now: theres no mercy
Were coming out
So tell me now
Tell me-are you ready for this
(uh-uho-uh-oh)
Tell me-are you ready for this
(tell me-are you ready)
Tell me-are you ready for this
(tell me-are you ready)
(tell me-are you ready)
(tell me-are you ready)
(tell me-are you ready)
(tell me-are you ready)
(yeah-ey-aye)
(tell me-are you ready)
(oh-uh-oh oh-uh-oh)
(tell me-are you ready)
(yeah-ey-aye)
(tell me-are you ready)
Tell me-are you ready for this
(uh-uho-uh-oh)
Tell me-are you ready for this
(tell me-are you ready)
Tell me-are you ready for this
Bomb soud
Date: Sep 9th @ 11:16pm EDT
Denza faradenza, la boca de la coca
Grande lawa and ribaua villa vida loca
Gusto rico dante, pereto presto power
Karma denza purra kawa konnichiwa-ua
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Denza faradenza, ayama lak mayama
Granda Purr el casa hands up konnichiwa-ua
Gusto rico dante, revero presto power
Denza Faradenza, sorry, paradox, I lawa
Denza pati tendas, denza mati extas
Denza, denza, denza, denza, denza tantre secas
Denza pati tendas, denza mati extas
Denza, denza, denza, denza, denza tantre secas
The encryption from Shaboro in the UK is one of the still unsolved mysteries. If you look closely, on the monument you can see the inscription in the form of letters: DOUOSVAVVM. No one knows who carved this inscription, but many believe that it is the key to finding the Holy Grail.
Mental Patient
Date: Aug 4th @ 11:09pm EDT
John and David were both patients in a Mental Hospital. One day, while they were walking, they passed the hospital swimming pool and John suddenly dove into the deep end. He sank to the bottom and stayed there. David promptly jumped in and saved him, swimming to the bottom of the pool and pulling John out. The medical director came to know of David's heroic act. He immediately ordered that David be discharged from the hospital as he now considered him to be OK. The doctor said, "David, we have good news and bad news for you! The good news is that we are going to discharge you because you have regained your sanity. Since you were able to jump in and save another patient, you must be mentally stable. The bad news is that the patient that you saved hung himself in the bathroom and died after all." David replied, "Doctor, John didn't hang himself. I hung him there to dry."
Bali Competition
Date: Jul 26th @ 11:57pm EDT
Hello my friends ! there is very little left until the end of the contest, it will end on July 31 the more I make credits the more I have a chance to get to Bali! And thanks to everyone who has already helped me in the competition! big hug you
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